I am posting this pic because it has personal relevance to me. My life has been a bit of a whirlwind. Something big happened to me and I can’t shake it. I miss someone more than I can explain and I feel like perhaps I have lost the only person I actually want to be with. I am scared. All I want is to be with the love of my life. I am just sad about the way I have gone about this whole thing. My dream would be to meet this person now for the first time. I feel like life is so unfair sometimes. I met this person at the wrong time. Now I feel ready and I don’t know if the past has messed it up. I do believe that everything happens for a reason and I am going to try and listen to my inner self, my heart. I am sick of listening to my head. I feel really blessed to have such a beautiful family and friends. I just really want to try and be a good person. I just want to fill my life with people I love and I want to love them back. Life isn’t all about me anymore and I think I have got to be more aware of this. I know everything will work out. I don’t have any doubts anymore. x
Going through a bit of a confusing time.
But maybe your 20’s is confusing. Someone I love told me I have to find my inner peace and inner happiness. I have been thinking about this a lot and I think I am really going to pull myself together. I feel like I have made a lot of mistakes lately and maybe I haven’t been that nice of a person. I don’t want to be like this anymore. I have to be nice and be happy with who I am and go back to my old ways. I think I was just shaken up recently by some crazy events. I am going to put it behind me and from now on I am going to try to really listen to my gut and be more honest with myself.
I don’t know what the answer is and I am trying to turn over a new leaf as for now. I have a really amazing life and I am truly blessed. The answer to happiness I know isn’t finding someone to be with. I am just going to try to go with the flow with everything and enjoy the moment rather then hoping for a different future. This is my life now.
Took some studio shots of my gorgeous & talented parents today
Photo’s for The High Life